幼部屋

There must be some disorders, sinc Chinese is unavailable. Anyway, I had a busy month lately. As you all know, three things concerned in the third year of high school: quizes ,tests, and examinations.
I am so relieved to get online occationally. But you know what? Seems lke my parents is on the same stage with my teacher, all questioning about my screwed schoolwork. It's not my fault, is it? Why didn't they encourage me to go up? Everybody needs encouragement. The fact is that I've already been depressed only to receive their blames as if I am asking for it. THE HELL I AM! I understand the current work wouldn't get me admitted to any college, but wouldn't they understand I only need a bit of confidence? PATHETIC!

一個高中生能對這個社會做什麼詮釋？
一直很討厭補習班漢一些自以為是的參考書，封底除了「XX讓你成為考場中的英雄」就是「選擇XX，你也會發現成功是如此簡單」。我到想請問一下，我們成功了之後要幹麼？如果說考上好大學算是成功，那麼成功之後用力玩四年起不是太辜負這些用心良苦的「工具書」？這種過河拆橋的心態，在本質上就是失敗的。那種虛榮對我們本身的未來根本不痛不癢。沒錯，功課不好就考不上好大學，考不上好大學就找不到好工作，找不到好工作就沒有好收入，沒有好收入就得窮困潦倒過日子，也就沒有好的退休生活，這個不是功利主義的浮華世界才有的台詞嗎？(浮華，浮華，你終究只是一場空。)那中國五千年來的傳統不就付之一炬了？(反正那也是不合時代的東西。我們現在要去中國化！)這個世界不只看功課，也看能力和腦筋。我們這些溫室裡的高中生真的準備好了嗎？還是社會經驗和專業技術不如職校的學生？(看他們多麼團結，能力多麼強)